OCD?

assalamualaikum everyone. okay so, the clock shows at 6:43 pm in the evening, so i have free time to update. i actually do not have idea of what to write about,but it's okay. i will pick a random topic that connects to my life. what is it? OCD.

there are people who do not know what  ocd stands for. okay, OCD stands for Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. it is a mental disorder where people need to check one things repeatedly, perform certain routines repeatedly or have certain thoughts repeatedly. as you can see, everything is repeated . one who is ocd always not satisfied of what he or she does. 

as for me, i always repeated in checking my room, whether it is clean or not,i always put things at its place and .... haha i think it is quite funny. you may find that its funny but its real to me. okay, whenever my laptop/ smartphone is full of dust, i will wipe it until it is clean.  mean, i just want everything to be perfect. i try to not be like this, but i just can't. however, i am trying to be humble and a little messy because i find that being ocd is quite stressful. i can't imagine if i have a child one day. 

recently, i change my tempered glass screen protector for my phone as it is a bit "calar". i also bought a new coverphone that covers the whole of my smartphone. so that it will not calar again hihi.

there are a lot of things that you may find me ocd but i am not going to tell everything here. i told my mom once, how to overcome this. my mom said, there is only one solution which is.....

jangan layan perasaan itu.

just take it easy, and say "its normal ". everything in life is not perfect, so do us as a human. so, be positive and humble. * wink wink *

so i can say for those who have ocd, goodluck in managing your life! haha

thats all for me. 

xoxo T.

{ but my mother said that ocd is a disease. so for minor things like i had said above, i think it is not a real ocd.,IN SHAA ALLAH we can control it. }

MDS IN UITM TAPAH IS AWESOME!💖

assalamualaikum everyone. tiqah is back again with a new story! as you know,in my recent post,i have been handling with acne for quite sometime. and still handling it now,but only a little, like usual. not that much as before. and the scars also are nearly gone. i consistently do a lot of things and i can see changes on my face. i will share about it later,in shaa allah,since i'm not fully recover yet,so i don't want to give you guys 'harapan palsu' . hahahah sounds funny.

okay so, my topic today is about my first visit at UITM TAPAH! eceh first visit lah sangat kan,padahal itu la ibarat rumah kedua aku. OKAY SO, i went to uitm tapah last sunday. you know what, i was shocked and kelam kabut.mana tidaknya, result upu keluar last monday, and it said that i need to lapor diri on sunday. hahaha but aku kuatkan semangat,walaupun  2 3 kali juga lah menangis. sebab homesick. how cute am i? belum pergi lagi dah menangis. then, i did a lot of preparation and then, i went there on sunday with my family. as i reached there................... MA SHAA ALLAH. the uitm looks so beautiful. the view..........fuh. and guess what? i got only 1 roommate! i am so grateful until now,as i'm the type of person who love privacy. my brother advice me before "once you entered life in university, u cannot think about your privacy and so on. you must share everything, i mean the toilet, the room.." 
okay i take that as an advice,but still, so grateful :) alhamdulillah. Allah knows best.

okay then, the next day,mds (minggu destini siswa) had begun. my first impression was "aduh why are the seniors shouting?? so annoying". FIRST IMPRESSION OK,FIRST IMPRESSION.  They shouted because many of us late. that's why. so as i said,first impression only,second third ,fourth and next next next.......mds tapah was awesome!!  even though we had taklimat everyday, but before the taklimat, we did cheers and jokes and laughed with all alphas. aww still remember that sweet moment. some of the OC (SENIORS) did some jokes and we laughed so hard. i am the type of person who cannot easily laugh but somehow they made me laugh so hard haha. 

i still remember, the girls and the boys did pickup line to each other. actually i want to volunteer myself but somehow i was too shy,but its okay. it was lagho pun. hahaha. we also did cheers and fight with kolej beta where all of them are girls. That evening, kami kumpul ramai ramai and lawan lawan cheers. at first, alpha girls joined the beta's. but we are too little compared to them and kami diabaikan. so,the alpha's oc pindahkan kami dekat belakang alpha lelaki. actually for those who still don't understand,actually kolej beta is all girls. and kolej alpha is mix (b0ys and girls) but the girls in alpha is only a little,compared to beta. 1:10 .ramaikan?

unfortunately,petang tu dah nak hujan.. jadi kami pun berlari mencari tempat teduh. dan riadah pada petang itu dibatalkan. and so on the next day pun sama juga. so on thursday, we did riadah at night. bukan apa sangat pun,just wallk in crowd, pusing satu uitm. and we see all the faculties and college. it's fun ,seriously. and that time, i was walking with amira and amira. hahaha . amira the first is my roommate and amira the second is my new random friend. 

Okay so,i can make conclusion that,mds tapah was fun because the seniors (oc) were sporting and humble. They are soo good in handling us. So much respect!

And the best is,all the alpha's girls boleh bangun lambat,sebab 6.30 am baru berkumpul.😂

Okay,so that is my story. In Shaa Allah next post i will update about how i cure my acne. See ya! 💗💗

Assalamualaikum

 

Sempurna dan syukur.

Kesempurnaan itu datang bila kita boleh terima kelebihan dan kekurangan dalam diri kita. Bukan hanya mempersoalkan,

"kenapa Tuhan tak bagi aku macam dia?"

Sebaliknya percaya setiap apa yang dikurniakan oleh Dia adalah yang terbaik untuk kita.

Cemburu melihat kelebihan pada diri orang lain tidak akan memberikan kita apa apa makna melainkan sia sia kesemuanya.

Orang sebegini,meskipun dia kaya harta. Tetapi dia miskin.

"miskin apa?".

"miskin jiwa".

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a,Nabi SAW bersabda, "Bukanlah kekayaan itu dengn banyaknya harta dunia,akan tetapu kekayaan yang hakiki itu adalah kaya dengan jiwa".

-tiqah

Alhamdulillah..💖

The meaning of beautiful?

"Untuk apa jadi cantik?"

Persoalan ini selalu bermain main di minda aku,
setiap kali aku berhias. Setiap kali aku lihat mereka yang cantik fizikal. Setiap kali aku rasa bahawa benda ini sia sia.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm.........

Kenapa aku cakap sia-sia ? Sebab benda ini Allah tak pandang langsung. Allah tak pandang langsung sama ada kau cantik ke tak, tapi Allah melihat hati, suci atau tidak.

Namun, ingat semudah itu mengatakan sia-sia lalu meninggalkan keinginan untuk menjadi cantik?

Tak kawan.. tak.. tak semudah itu.

Aku kini hidup di akhir zaman. Hidup di mana dunia tiada sempadan. Hidup di mana kemewahan dunia menipu manusia. Berdasarkan pemerhatin aku, hidup masa sekarang ini, rupa itu antara perkara yang sangat penting.

Sebab rupalah, seseorang dipuji. Sebab rupalah, seseorang dikeji.. hanya kerana? Rupa .

jika diperhati sekeliling, bertungkus lumus manusia mencari jalan untuk menjadi cantik. Tak usah tuding jari kat orang lain sedangkan, aku juga.

Tapi ibu aku pernah kata,

diri kita kena jaga. Maksudnya dari segi kesihatan, kecantikan, kebersihan. Itu semua kena jaga kerana ia menunjukkan kita menghargai nikmat yang diberi olehNya.

Tapi sebenarnya maksud tersirat disebalik kecantikan yang disukai Allah itu adalah kecantikan hati 😊 Hati kalau cantik, bersih suci murni. Walau rupa biasa sahaja pun boleh nampak aura cantik dia. Tak perlu make up ,pakai lawa lawa pun. Cukup dengan hati yang bersih yang ditonjolkan melalui akhlak yang baik. Itu sudah terserlah kecantikannya. 💖

Kalau rupa cantik, hati pun cantik? Itu rezeki.

Kesimpulannya, nak cantik?

Bersihkan hati.